children.

Today for some reason I really want to have a child.  not a baby. a kid.
maybe even a middle school-er.

I keep seeing things on TV and people's stuff on facebook and my heart has been tugging a little.

There is a commercial on every Christmas.  I think it's for coffee of some kind and the big brother comes home from Africa & he gives his sister a little box or something, but she sticks the bow on him and says "you're my present this year"
it is completely cheesy and on any other day I roll my eyes at it.... but today I thought, wow I can't wait to have kids and have them love each other.
isn't that weird.
it didn't make me think of my own siblings (whom I love) but it made me want to have kids so they can be siblings to each other. lol.
wouldn't it be heart breaking if your children didn't love each other.
 I want to have sons so they can love me the way my brothers love my mom.  a whole slue of boys!
and go to their football games and think that no girl will ever be good enough for them.

and if I have all girls... well then I'll go shopping and KNOW that no boy ever will be good enough.  my Dad always said all boys as wolves, and it's true.